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finally I have the time to blog.. which i'm suppose to do it before cny and now cny is going to end! haha

lots and lots of events happen in 2010 and everyone were saying that 2011 will be a better one which i highly doubt so.. my ns life is coming to an end ( march 11) which is a good thing to hear it cos i really hate my camp mates, they just simply don't understand me and all they know is that i'm just trying to get my way out and slack! all simply jealous that i'm a stay out personnel.. luckily there is one or two friends there which makes me feel better staying in camp(: thanks!
i seriously don't know what had happen to my life? maybe i'm just screwing it up big time! is it my attitude that makes people stay away from me or what? anyone please kindly enlighten me..
my presence to everyone is slowly not need as time flies..
maybe i should stop being so emo and start to get back on track! but i just need someone to care for me when i needs it but those suppose to nvr ): its really hurts
OHYA! i did my knee surgery and i'm suffering now! i feel like an old man and i'm having difficulties climbing stairs! omg ): but who will ever care for me? ):

FOR HER!
i'm really really happy that i saw you at udders that day(: but i can sense the awkwardness when you saw me.. kind of sad ): we use to be friends that chats alot and share secrets but after what i did to you, all had come to an end! i seriously hope that one day you will drop me an message asking me how am i, i think i'll be the happiest guy on earth! once again! i'm just dreaming.. i know you tried hard to avoid me cos you think that you might give me the wrong impression that we still could be possible.. but to be frank! i don't hope much.. just a friend and i'll be happy le!
you said that we're not possible cos of our personality and characteristics but all i can say is that people do change and i can shout out loud that over the years i've changed! not to be a better guy but at least its better than my past.. hai!

i feel kind of stupid.. ranting over here when the world thinks that my blog had die-ed! ohwell.. at least i can save time on putting this blog to a private one(:

i really really miss you ):


please please! let my 2011 to be a better one and full of positive surprises!

pardon me for my english!

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