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» Thursday, June 18, 2009 / -6/18/2009 01:59:00 PM

hello to those who would read my blog! LOl

long long time since my last post.. i'm getting to lazy to blog le but still.. i'll try to maintain this blog (:

army life for this three months have been very very tiring but i've no choice but to serve this two years!! hai.

i think the happiest moment during NS is my POP and manage to clear it and never fall out :D and whats after POP!! that's my two weeks blocked leave! and finally i got a chance to relax and do my own stuff. catch up with my friends and go oversea!

i always love to stay in indonesia! a great place to eat and most of the time quite peaceful! and that would make me think more and clearly..

hey girl, you know i had lots and lots of things wanted to tell you.. but you always never want to give me that chance to speak to you. I try lots of time talking to you.. sending you emails, i know you read it but i just dunno why you wont reply me. i know its already three year plus le.. and i know you wish to keep everything down and forget what had happen last time but why we cant just be like normal friends that would catch up once in a while.. i just hope that we could talk things out..i dont wish becos of that incident and you hate me for life and not talking to me.. someone ask me before.. is it really you that i'm missing so much? or just that 'feeling' or just becos i had regrets that i cant put down? all i told my fren was that yes i'm missing her very much not just becos we are not together but also as a fren that i'm missing her very much.. i miss the smile that always come out from her face, how well she treats her frens and how caring is she...

girl, you may think that all this is just a lie but that how i feel and hope you got a chance to read it..